finally is the last day of the month....
another random, canot be more random post...

i think i was glad and thankful that i was persistant till the very end by not givingg in, in many ways.
im glad and thankful that i didnt regret my decision.

i've not been obedient enuff....definately not enuff in the eyes of my God.
i have to....i have to....i have to......
haix.....
when will i learn my lesson in obedience in the Lord?
another cycle of traumatizing incident to happen on me?
sighh...

it's another rainy dayy...
and my korea trip is gone with the rain........
another sadness in life again....




he will be someone i can never grab hold on....
he will only be my dream and fantasy......

i wanna go Korea!!!

BELATED BIRTHDAYY TO K.K.J !!
:)

when is my book gonna be delivered to me?
think only will be able to see it when im back from europe...
haix....siannz and sadd.....

ohh....i so in lub with K.H.J new hairstyle..... !
SHUAI!
>.<

i guess waiting is the only thing to do.
gettingg restless for few weeks.
thinkingg things through seriously.


awayy from seriousness...
been so into kpop these dayys..
didnt know whyy the sudden addiction to k music....



Dong Bang Shin Ki
Love In The Ice

Your small, cold hands and trembling lips
Able to carry on as if nothing has happened

Are you afraid of remembering someone?
Struggling to swallow the words bubbling up to your lips

Your back view resembles falling white snow
Melting bit by bit

Just like the star that doesn't leave the dark night sky
We’ll carry this dream forever together with love and trust
If I were that person
Once again
I’d hug your hardened heart tightly in my arms forever

Against the wall of reality
Even the coldest of hearts
At the end of the flowing tears

The fuzzy stream of light
Shines brightly in the darkness
Passing through that time

Able to feel each other's body heat
In the heart that stops breathing

Everyone has scars and heavy sighs
I'm trying to find that space in time when I can draw you into my arms

I can’t believe how just whispering to you make me so nervous
Till we can be together in my world

Alone in the end of time, my heart
Don't be afraid because you were left alone
Till the end of time I'll let you know my love
I'll protect you, you know
Because I love you, I’ll let you know my love

Just like the star that doesn't leave the dark sky
We’ll carry this dream forever together with love and trust
If I were that person
Once again
I’d hug your hardened heart tightly in my arms forever


*She's all smiless whenever she sees Double S*
:)