can I this too on my 21st birthday??

just this will do, haha

realli...

Li Sheng Jie - Shou Fang Kai



Bu Neng Gei Ni Wei Lai Wo Huan Ni Xian Zai
An Jing Jie Shu Ye Shi Ling Yi Zhong Dui Dai
Dang Yan Lei Liu Xia Lai Shang Yi Chao Zai
Fang Kai Ye SHi Ling Yi Zhong Ming Bai



Wo Gei Ni Zui Hou De Teng Ai Shi Shou Fang Kai
Bu Yao Yi Zhang Shuang Ren Chuang Zhong Jian Ge Zhe Yi Pian Hai
Gan Qing De Wu DIan Jiu Liu Gei Shi Jian Man Man Piao Bai
Ba Ai Shou Jing Xiong Qian Zhuo Bian Kou Dai




Bu Xiang Yong Yan Yu La Zhe Suo Yi Xuan Zhe BU Zhe Guai
Gan Qing Jiu Ziang Hou Che Tai YOu Ren Zhou YOu Ren Lai
Wo De Xin Shi Yi Ge Che Pai Xie Zhe Den Dai



Zui Hou De Teng Ai Shi SHou Fang Kai
Wo Ba Shou Ying Ji Da Kai Ting Zhe Bie Ren De Shi Bai
Gen Yen De Sheng Ying Fan Fuo Shuo Zhe Xiang Tong De Bei Ai
Ni De Yi Lai Hai Zai Xiong Huai
Wo Wu Fa Qing Yi Tui Kai Wo Wu Fai Shui Bian Zhou Kai
Gan Qing Zhong Zhuan Xin De Ren Rong Yi Bei Shang Hai

i've decided.
not to dwell the past anymore
not to live in the past anymore
not to think of the past anymore
its all over already



i've been sad long enough
been tearing long enough




whenever i think of the past again
i'll just fix my eyes on Jesus.



thank the Lord =)
God is good, all the time.

it's raining....
i like rainy days.
but now, my mood is same as the weather.
i've lost my smiles,
the wounded heart is opened up again.
how do i mend it back again
who will mend it back for me again?



seems to have fallen sick already.



juz wanna go back to work...
this is the only way out to numb my pain and not to think of him anymore
how should i go about in carrying on my life?
alot of things for me to think it through again.



every night from now onwards, i'll taste the tears.....

tears started to fall again
i duno wad i did was right or wrong
but in order for him to get on wif life without me, i had to be cruel
i hate myself for that
but there is nothing i can give him anymore
but to let him go, walking out of my life again


tears fell again when i had to sae cruel things to him
wad hurts him is hurting me double.
but wad can i do?


a chance that i threw it away.
but i dun wan to be in between the both of youu
i wan to back out
i;ve decided not to see him anymore in order for me not to fall deeper in love with him again
it will be harder for me to get out when the time comes.



this time, i have to start to be alone all over again
the wound is opened up again.
how do i mend it back again?



goodbye love <3