20th February 2006 - Monday
an important day for my dearest, his birthday!!
life is good, supposed to finish school at 4.30, but school just ended at 1.45pm...
headed down to thompson with glenda,
went with her to her dentist and had prata for lunch...
ate till 4.30, headed home to change and get ready to meet my birthday boii...


headed to his home, waited for him to get ready and went to meet his mom at Jack's place for dinner at amk outlet..


had a sumptious dinner with dearie and his mom.....thanks dearie for the treat...lolx....



after dinner, headed down to Junction 8 for a movie, I Not Stupid 2
really not a bad show..haha...super funnnie....thanks dear for watching this movie with me =)



12 plus near 1 am, glenda and jac called ask whether wanna meet up and chill at Mr Bean...wow...happenening....thanks to sweetie pie jac and honey for coming all the way down to pick me up at Junction 8 and head back to Selegie - Mr Bean.... thanks for the ride babes...


while waiting for the two sweeties, took some candid shots haha....lame...



- dear is busy talking on the fone , snappies -

- favourite pic of the day - *sweet*



chill till 3 plus near 4, headed to glenda's house to stay over, oh man...did i mention dear been following us through the nite out? haha...thanks dearie for accompanying me.... :)



21 February 2006 - Tuesday
slept at around 5am...woked up at 9 plus....met up with the cks for project meeting at pasir ris....
headed down to tampines for lunch and continue our project work...went back to meet dearie around 4 plus....slacked at his home before heading down to grandparents' home for delicious dinner...



some pics of Rain Rain haha....my darling doggie....

- man, sho cute -

- my darlin rain rain -

- haha, rain's just camera shy -


ok..to end with this long post, one of my favourite pic when i went for CTIS to Jurong Bird Park, took it quite long ago...



- honey and me with the huge penguine -

hasnt been blogging for a long time...
no time to blog, dun feel like blogging, nothing to blog either...


wad should i start, how should i end,
i really wonder too...
wad is a bloggie for?
vent my anger by typing wadever i feel llike telling people i dun like off?
or to write my views about life, about people around me, surrounding me?
or just to tell people wad is my life about, how do i spend my days, my time in a day...



some things just doesnt matter to me anymore, though i still mind a little...
but little princessa, be more calm in your own tots...
dun let little little things distract youu in your work, your mind and your tots...
concentrate on things which are super important to youu now...
like, your studies, 1/2 year more - into the working life, dun waste youur parents' money...
my part time career which youu really wanna excel in it
be successful in it...
as for relationship, princessa will just leave it aside for a moment yea...



well, things just dun stop there, though i tot it has really stopped...
if anything happens again, abbie is the only who she can blame if things dun turn out well...
why??
cause one reason, simple reason..she's darn stubborn...
doesnt learn her lessons each time...
it's her own fault for not listening to advices..
her fault for being so stubborn
if i ever get hurt again....
well, i can blame no one....
but a FOOL i will be....ever....


being hurt by tat particular person for thousand and one time, and yet still doesnt learnt her lessons to get out of it....WHY????!!!!!!!!!
and why every single chances he just dun wish to cherish and grab it good...
why men arent satisfied with wad they have in their hands?



maybe wad jaclyn-my sweet says its true...
wad are emotions? dun ever ask me for i myself am confused....
wad a powerful statement, though simple but straight to the point....
a well said statement indeed....


am i numb, or am i just dumb
tat i get played around like a fool each time
dun ask me why,
for i myself am a fool thats why...




i aint the 3rd party at all loh...dun make it sound as if i am one....


no more emotions in me anymore, just wanna live my life good and able to be successful in wadever i do...
wads so great about having so many flings around...
wads so great about snatching other people's boyfriend?
feel a sense satisfaction?



i dun wish to be a fool again when i dun even noe when that person has already had a changed of heart and i'm still kept in the dark.. dun wish to let history repeat itself once again...