oh yes!....pay day is coming soon...i can smell my pay from now on...lolx...but have to pay off my old debt for the first 3 months of my pay will be gone..haix...but its okie.....will save it after the 3rd month onwards...aint gonna anyhow spend my precious money...


oh yeah...did i mention i've cut my precious hair....urggh....bit regrets now...but wasnt in a good mood those days...so decidd to have my hair cut....but its okie...gonna let it grow back and will do my rebond again...yes...straight hair is the best...=)
tats my habit bah...not in a good mood...will do some hair cut....lolx...siao...am uttering rubbish on the blog now....bored...tired...gonna slp...nite....

had been out for attachment since 3rd july... 3 weeks had passed..things was the same as before...din change much...only one word in my mind..that's 'work' 'work' and 'work'....had been doing more OT than ever before.... hours are long, unbearable...but still have to bear with it...cant quit....have to think of my $12,600 school fees for tat damn piece of paper qualification - my diploma certificate... fortunately i still have alison...haha...accpompanying me everyday for lunch...


haven't met him for quite some time....sometimes just once a week for dinner...tats how busy and tired i am... just noe tat things will never be the same for us again...i know that already.. youu also do.... ever since i knew of the incident...we cant turn back to where we used to be anymore, cant look back but only to move on... i need time to recover...need time to find myself back again...i wont knoe how long i'll take to forget and move on...i will move on, but it's just a matter of time....


well, now i realised that people aren't that simple as i thought they are...looks can be deceiving, innocent face but vicious and mean heart they have in them... or is it them just them? their nature being, behavoir?


just noe tat, some people enter other people's life, making peoples' life just too miserable to bear, pushing them to the corner where they cant have enuff space to breathe anymore...some people enter into one's life, making the other happy but some are just to make trouble and causing others to be upset and misearable... but for them, when they see people upset and miserable, causes people to separate because of what they did... they find it happy in them? is there really such people around? i hope this will not happen to any of my friends around me....cuz i just noe tat feeling just sucks....but wad has happened has happened...what has been done has been done....no turning back or mending things back anymore...it will be useless and more hurtful to the other party....


aint gonna harp on it anymore, aint gonna hang on it anymore either....just wanna forget about it and move on...can i? just ne that i'm drowning myself with work all day, not trying to think of anything....but its draining me deeply...but wad else can i do when i chose not wanting to think...except to work without stopping until i've finished a day's work and feel tired... thats my life routine from now to the next one year or so....



i'm tired...need some rest for work tml....it's taxing....but i'll endure myself....on my own.....